sugar-coated-tracy-puffs
Jul. 9th, 2008
07:30 pm
today's horoscope:You are standing at the edge of a significant shift in your life, yet you aren't quite ready for all the pieces to fall into place. You might even postpone some important personal plans in order to buy yourself some much-needed time. Don't worry about when the changes will happen because appointments with destiny are always on time.
- things have been crazy lately.
crazy good, or at least crazy leading into the right direction
Jun. 30th, 2008
10:45 pm - hhmmm
Monday, Jun 30th, 2008 -- You may feel better now about your current plans, but no matter how upbeat you are, something is still gnawing away at the bottom of your imagination. You might be limited in what you do today, especially if you cannot free your mind from the past. Instead of trying to escape from your history, dig into it. Once you can find your way around in the darkness of your subconscious, you'll also be much better at navigating in the light.
Jun. 10th, 2008
10:49 am - today's horoscope
Tuesday, Jun 10th, 2008 -- Knowing what you want out of a serious relationship can make the difference between a bright success and a disappointing failure. Even if you don't have a realistic outlook on your overall life, you can gather enough information now to convince others that you do. Don't try so hard; relationships will work better if you don't oversell your case.
this is just weird
Jun. 8th, 2008
07:45 pm - today's horoscope
Life may be getting more confusing these days, especially with respect to love. You don't have to do what others expect of you now, so try a more creative solution to the current problem. Instead of having to choose one thing or another, develop a scenario where both are possible. You may be surprised with the results of this out-of-the-box approach.
Jun. 2nd, 2008
Mar. 22nd, 2008
01:05 pm - age survey from myspace
The Age you..
1. Fell in love real love - still waiting
2. Got a myspace account - no idea 26?
3. Smoked weed - 18 - on good friday
4. Got french kissed - 14
5. Went to the hospital for surgery - 19 - stupid eyes
6. Got your heart broken badly - never
7. Had sex - 26
8. Got arrested - 14
9. Smoked a Cigarette - 19
10. Broken a bone - 28
11. Went to a concert - 15
12. Got your own cell phone - 22
13. Got a speeding ticket - 19 - oct 1st 1997
14. Ran away - never
16. Snuck out of the house - 14
17. Pierced other than your ears - 19
18. Got a tattoo - 19
19. Totaled a car - never
20. Moved out of your parents house - 26
21. How old are you now - 28
22. Had a kid - no babies yet
Mar. 21st, 2008
11:22 am - today's horascope
"You don't want to make anyone uncomfortable, but this may not be feasible today as the Full Moon in your easygoing sign is stressed by relentless Pluto in your 4th House of Emotional Security. You would prefer it if no one mentioned the elephant in the room. Facing a stressful relationship issue today is more sensible than allowing the problem to fester and infect other areas of your life."
i am in a good place right now.
yesterday, i was ridiculously happy all day.
today, i am refelcting on the things that helped me to maintian that great mood.
i am trying my hardest to ignore the things that are secretly creeping in that are kind of upseting me.
"all you need is love"
except me for who i am and what i am capable of
this is a weird entry
grr goes my tummy
Mar. 15th, 2008
09:18 pm
just a heads up
the rest of my blogs are gonna be private to just my LJ friends
so make sure to log in in order to get the gossip
Mar. 12th, 2008
11:58 pm - random proclamation
so umm
i like him
i do
he's been doing really cute things lately
i don't expect much so i guess i am easily wooed
but man, i am starting to get all girlie amd kinda butterfly-y
i like him
-smile-
Mar. 11th, 2008
01:47 pm - survey from mike
1. You have 50 dollars in your pocket what do you do with it?
i put it into my wallet. otherwise, i might lose it.
2. What is your most guilty pleasure?
i have 2
- watching musicals while drinking wine and dancing like a crazy fool
- porn
3. Have you ever seen someone die?
no
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
of course. i don't like to plan super ahead nor do i really set specific goals as to how i want my life to turn out.
5. Where do you see yourself in five years?
i kinda want babies at some point but i'd much rather fall in love and get married first
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
to love someone
7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
yes. i know that i am quick to judge. most of my favorite people are ones that i hated at first. life just kept us together so that i could get over myself and see their inner awesomeness
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
by attached, do you mean happily attached??
what can i say.. i belive in cheating and i belive in open relationships. sometimes there is someone better out there and if you don't keep looking regardless if you are attached then you could very well miss out
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
annoyed maybe, but not unhappy
10. What do you want most in life?
to stay happy with no regrets
11. Which of the 7 Deadly Sins do you think you relate to the most & why?
curently Lust, but being a fatty i would say that gluttany is a close second.
12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
been there done that, see my response to question 8
13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
my dad, he just had surgery so now it is all about getting him better
14. What kind of person do you think you are?
i'm a nice girl with a dark side. I belive in god and karma and i try my hardest to live my life accordingly.
15. Do you believe there is nothing higher than human kind?
not at all, god is all around us
16. Which fictional character could you most see yourself marrying?
hmmmm. maybe colin firth's charactor from bridget jones diary. someone awkward yet cute and someone with whom it takes me some time to really see the good in.
17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
i sure as hell would try
18. Do you have a motto? If yes which one?
this is totally gay but "no day but today"
19. What type of friends do you like?
the crazier the better... and for someone reason i am drawn to drop dead gorgeous peple.
my friends rule
20. Do you have an all time favorite song?
"we are the Champions" by Queen
Mar. 2nd, 2008
10:37 pm
waiting for the phone to ring
i'd even settle for a text
getting impatient
so i have been living in my head a lot lately
creating these fantasy situations
imaging the best possible scenarios
were i end living happily ever after
of course it is not with you
and of course it is so far fetched i might as well be waiting for some random dude to return a lost converse or something...but i haven't lost a shoe yet???
Feb. 28th, 2008
12:24 pm - dirty girl
so i have officially decided that i love the word "Cock"
just call me a dirty girl now and get it over with
"cock"
am also getting partial to the word "Cunt"
"cock - cunt"
-smile-
Feb. 21st, 2008
12:11 pm - observation
so when i am at home, i sleep with at least 3 comforters. that's right, comforters. what can i say, i get cold easily and i love to be all bundeled up.
but last night while sleeping with the dude we seriosuly shared 1 fleece blanket. insert the power of body heat. kind of amazing to me how skin on skin really does work as a sort of all-natural heating blanket. and his house is typically cold yet there were moments were i seriously had to escape the 1 blanket cause i was getting too hot. this is totally fascinating to me.
Feb. 19th, 2008
10:43 pm
just did laundry
one of my favorite things to do
i -heart- having all of my clothes clean at the same time
my options of what to wear are endless!!!!
and that's what i did on my day off
Feb. 17th, 2008
Feb. 16th, 2008
12:45 pm - fucking hot
so yesterday, i had one of those "i think i look super hot" days.
felt good
had on a new top, new bra, and a pair of my favorite panties (super girl)
follow that with hanging out with the fabulous alyssa
good times good times
even woke up this morning with the dude to find that i still felt all sorts of hot.
(supergirl panties + a wife beater = total hottnes)
still smiling in reflection
Feb. 10th, 2008
09:05 pm - stuff
first off, i have been sick for a week.
not "i'm too sick to work" sick, but enough that it still just sucks
maybe my clogged sinuses are just also clogging my sind or something,
but i am just feeling all sorts of ick
blih
blah blah
so i resorted in my old ways of taking control of my life by changing my hair
again
yup, it's all gone, well not enough for a ponytail but just aenough for two stubs of a pigtail
plus i attempted to bleach it
it's more colors then ever...kind of resembles an alley cat or something
mom likes it
blah
Jan. 29th, 2008
07:49 pm
i am super moody when it comes to music.
but when i find a song that i "feel", i play it over and over again. actually, i just play it on repeat till the cd usually breaks or just gives up and refuses to play the specific song.
right now it is this:
"Whatever It Takes" by Lifehouse
A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better
But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over
yeah, i am so in girl mode right now
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
Jan. 27th, 2008
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